Stoned Miss

I wonder if that's just too morbid to do, but I think it'd be rad.

Each night you could see like 1 or 2 people get all cleaned up and prepper for a funeral. I mean, you'd have to obviously put it on a channel that not everyone could watch, but there's a job I would want to see on tv.

Maybe they just need a dirty jobs in a funeral home.

I wouldn't mind, I should put that in my will. They would even get permission to see the cremation video after.

Anyway, I'm pondering what to do, but can't seem to make my limbs want them to do them enough. the background television that I have going when there is no music going, which there usually is, is some show about a city on a city. Edenburgh. Which is said like this, edenborough. Okaaayy... anyway, they're down like 40 feet below the actual city (i think that was the number, memory is like a goldfish in this state) and there are basically tunnels running into rooms and shit. showing hovels where people lived in their own filth. When the plague started spreading, the people living in that shit thought that evil spirits were inhabiting bodies. that's how it was spreading lol.

All I could think was, wtf are they doing living in their filth? They ignore basic animal instinct. Not a lot of animals live in their own filth, but the ones that do usually have a reason for it.

So anyway, they figured it would be good to bury their city of filth and plague in some dirt, so they did, then they built on top of that.

Then a while later, those vaults became a great place for criminals and hookers. yum.

And then I kind of though, this shit happens now, there are poor areas all over the world. vast amounts of areas that are basically the same.

interesting.

So that's what it's come to and I'm not sure if I want to paint, draw, listen to music, or just sit here on the history channel enjoying the way my mind flows sometimes.

the end.

Wait, wait. I'm playing with blog templates.

I'm still dwelling in my vampire obsession again. It comes and it goes, I think that now there is just more out there to help you find more vampire books and movies and stuff. All I've done the last few days is read, write, and watch vampires.

Yes, the twilight series has spawned it again. It was well written and made my hair stand on end whenever she wrote about kissing and stuff! omg!! it was like i was reading something bad. Now all I want are well written adult books about vampires lol. but like, not crazy adult, just adult reading. Cause adolescent reading doesn't last me as long, my mind eats the shit out of those books so fast.

Anyway, I just think it's cool, having an interest, something you can be really into. I wonder how many people don't have a hobby or something. I mean, even watching TV is a hobby, I guess...but I wonder who's hobby it is. Sometimes I guess it's mine, but I have to have background noise.

Have to. Always. I am never in silence.

okay for reals, the end. going on about nothing in the end.

totally blow my fucking mind.

I've been hooked on reality tv shows for a while now. But the dancing ones are intense.

i don't quite know all the spelling for everything, but beat freaks was just intense seeing girls fucking bring it. much better than the cheerleaders from last year that basically made me want to barf. loved them.

now these guys that i'm watching, wait for it, i don't know the name, but wtf. so tight. wow. the fact that people are allowed to move in certain ways and have so much control in them kicks me in the face.

ahh the above were called quest. again excuse spelling if that's wrong.

i like catching these shows early.

So you think you can dance has to bring it as well, the last season that the canadian one beat down the american one before that. it was slick. some of the dancers made me want to cry, y'know what i mean.

anyway, this is just a start of a bunch of blogs i hope to keep writing about random thoughts when my fingers just need to move. considering i'm too lazy to speak and my eyelids are half closed. i feel good.

I'm waiting to watch a bunch of crazy movies.

I fully watched the first season of TrueBlood and got so hooked. I've loved vampires since I was pretty young. Anything related to horror and blood and stuff and have been fascinated ever since. trueblood managed to hook me. I was soooo hooked on all the characters.

I also recently watched both kill bill 1 and 2. reminded me about how awesome violence was. I've been watching too many movies that lack that. it's so awesome, the blood everywhere.

mmm. i'm going back to drawing the graphic i want to stick on my desk...as in paint on. so far it's some sort of monster panda bear. i was torn between that and a shark. planning makes perfect.

I need to edit this blog, but the munchies have snuck up on me and i need chocolate cake.